This past couple of weeks have drastically changed who I am. I feel like a completely different person, I feel like myself.
Lately, I have been seeking God, that's the only sure fire way I know how to find myself. I wake up every morning and pray for at least 15 minutes, that's absolutely necessary to me because it helps me stay connected. I have also been reading a book called Captivating. It's definitely helping me see that I'm a beautiful person, I am an image bearer of God, & that I am WORTHY. I have always rejected these things because as every human does, I fail God over & over again. It is beyond shocking that He actually forgives me, all I can do and must, is live my life loving and desiring Him. That I no longer am in control, that my life is no longer my life, for it is Christ who lives in me! I am excited to wake up in the mornings and hopefully shine, like I was created to. I have new dreams and motivations. I know if it's God's Will my dreams will become possible.
Throughout these past couple of weeks I listen to a song called One Thing Remains, daily. It's a song that gets to me every time, my spirit loves it and its truth; I am beyond thankful at how amazing, merciful, and forgiving God is.
"Your love never fails, it never gives up, it never runs out on me."
Hallelujah, for that.

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